Lately people seem to have been on the rocks. I am going to go back to my careless say less personality since it seems to make people angry at me. Like Veronica, I said my thoughts on what happened and just because "I don't understand" which I do, believe it or not, that I have no right to say what I did. I am sorry I never felt the need to do that. I had enough control of myself not to. I don't care if it was curiousity or not, or feelings left from when ever. The act itself is wrong. Please be mad at me, please yell at me, but understand it was your mistake and I don't deserve your anger because you did something wrong.

I use to be closer to people too but it seems I am not invited over or even thought of anymore, I fucking hate when people will never think of me when it comes to doing anything fun but when they have a problem or need help; "Jesse, can you..." You know what FUCK YOU! I have my own problems which I never talk about with you guys because all you guys do is talk about yourselves. Why the hell should I be open with imgrates!

I have helped so many people but I am seen as an ass. I may be at times but no more then most of then, hell alot of the time alot less then them but I don't call them an ass cause of that. For the my own sake I don't talk to anyone about what is going on, well what is truly going on, I may say a small some but there is a lot more going on. I know I haven't posted a single entry here in a while but that is because I do no care to when people out there don't even seem to care, no one seems to even read these anymore of let alone care about them. I gave up on my project for this site because I do not get enough use out of it to even consider finishing it. I have it almost all the way done I just have to work on the live ability and such, although only maybe Jorel would understand and I am not even sure he will even read this.

I don't seem to talk to anyone anymore because no one really talks about anything besides themselves and I am getting sick of it.

YOU KNOW WHAT GET OVER IT. IT HAPPENED JUST DON"T FUCK UP AGAIN FOR YOUR OWN SAKE!!!

I have been not on the computer much anymore cause I share it with my brother now and I can't be on as much as I want to be, I need a job so I can buy myself a computer and I can just use that to be on instead of this bullshit right now where it is freaking hard to get my brother off the computer even though he has been on over half the nigh to begin with. 

I think I am done here I wonder if anyone will comment, I don't care any comment.. even if you are just browsing please leave one. Fun to meet new people.